kyouran kazoku no nikki... crazy but full of loved
Jun 4, 2008;
since im back at blogging, might as well talk abt my kazoku.
they're great ppl, but sometimes i still feel like a free electron amidst the ions... which is why, i guess, i wanna learn more them... and though i always seem to know their behavioural activities, that is only the surface, something which can be observable. in the end im still unable to tell what they're thinking abt.
its been a great year since ive joined them, more shiawase than i expected. memories with them were great, and so was the experience... but eventually they are still connected among themselves, the gases on their own and the guys having their own world. but i cant ask for more, for it is alr enough to have someone (or sometwo) to talk to in the kazoku.
i guess im too easily overwhelmed with sadness, cos i suppress it too much. i mean the other day i just cried to slp for no reason. life is abt living it happily, not immensing in sadness. if you have to live life happily or sadly, you'll rather have it happily right??
its hard not to focus on the bad, but if i may, i rather spend my remaining time (and maybe life) happily with this kazoku. after all, there's no such thing as coincidence, only the immiment. so since my threads of fate are bounded with them,why not enjoy the great moments that i have with them??
cheers to my tomodachi kazoku~
.... dun wanna wake up from this dream ....
