this is all ranting ie. you can dont read this at all
Feb 10, 2009;
its like 12.24am of tues, and why am i not asleep? becoz of a stupid stupid STUPID mistake i made previously which erased all my hard work on my skin for the whole day. screw it. i was that close to finishing it la, and for once i tot i could finish everything by tm? but noooo..... i just had to feel that the freaking picture was not good enough and went to improve it. & stupid me had to replace the html file w/o backing up a previous one. great. now i lost all the css which i did for the whole day and i have to redo everything all over agn. nice.
CHEERS TO PERFECTIONISM LAAAAA. CRAPP.
and since i use frontpage (uber old but uber useful programme) i have to type out nearly everything from scratch. tried dreamweaver but still not used to it. and frontpage takes forever to set up a layout.
CHEERS TO PERFECTIONISM AGN. FOR WANTING MY OWN SKIN TO BE MY OWN WORK EVEN THOUGH I VERY WELL KNOW I SUCKED AT IT= WASTE OF 2 MONTHS TRYING TO DO ONE STUPID SKIN.
and as if its not enough, i'm junking my chores just to rush this skin!?! i still have 5 pots to wash and 2 buckets of laundry to do!! & i still need to rush out this vday prezzie for my bff and i dun have enough sleep!!!! and vday's on sat!!! omg how am i gonna finish in time la freak!
p.s. dun ask me to sacrifice my anime time. i can't have energy to work on anything w/o my daily dose of anime.
.... dun wanna wake up from this dream ....