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Sep 30, 2009;

currently listening: let go
currently feeling: i wanna let go?

for ppl who's been reading, sry if i keep ranting abt this. but i cant help it. i know what u guys said abt stayin away, but its just too hard for me. and whats worse is that the deadly attraction isnt getting lesser cos of the things he did. not the small things, but the big ones.

i try so hard to ignore it, but i cant. every big move he makes only pulls me backward, even though i've been walking away from it.

sigh, i really have to let it go once and for all. and stop thinking about it.stop giving me reason to think abt it la!!!!

and i really have to stop getting closer to him, otherwise it will really hurt when separation comes. its like i keep spending too much time with him, listening to his stories. sigh. my life is about me, how did he appear in there????????

the ties that bind, the thicker they get the harder to cut....

oh, and thanks ddongs for listening to me and supporting me ^^. you guys are great <3

.... dun wanna wake up from this dream ....