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Oct 3, 2009;

currently listening: "everything but mine" by BSB
currently feeling: sianz?

just woke up, dunnoo why i headed straight here(instead of my yakuza paper) lols. gave some thought abt what en said last night, that maybe it gets old.

maybe i shouldnt complain so much.
maybe i shouldnt even think abt it.
that way everything will be so much simpler.
actually it alr is, i just dunno why i tend to think so much,
sighs.

en tells me to just go and fulfill my desires. but if fulfilling them involves crashing and throwing another relationship into the bin, den i rather not risk it at all.

rationally thinking: he alr said its was impossible, so why am i thinking abt it???

lols.






i seriously hope this blog doesnt get found out by particular ppl. too many dangerous info. not that ppl cant read me alr.

.... dun wanna wake up from this dream ....