Oct 2, 2009;
lol. stupid dream of mine.
ok, im thinking maybe i should keep a dream diary. not that i dream alot, but my dreams always have a certain meaning to it, whether its a premonition dream or not. so maybe if i do keep track of it, eventually i can trace back. so who knows? maybe it will come true?
anyway, to start things off, the dream i had last night wasnt a good one. well actually it is. since its about him. 2nd time that i did though, so i know for sure two things:
1. he's definitely not my destined one, cos my ex nvr appeared in my dreams 9but all my ex-crushes that nvr came true did so there)
2. im thinking too much abt him.
it wasnt a premonitic dream either, cos 1. we were playing (forgot what though) and 2. my premonitions are scenes, not ppl.
in any case, that dream was real bad. cos i rmbed hugging him in it. and i had to suppress the urge to do the same thing for the whole of day (lols, cant imagine if he sees this eventually.) crappy feeling but yeah.
sian la,oh, but i found the perfect song with the perfect intepretation of my feelings (so yea!) haha. laugh at my own misery that i dug myself into.
lyrics from 编号89757
可是电脑簿让我生病
不知不觉中我爱上你
我行为变得不由自己
主人我绝对不背叛你Labels: dreams
.... dun wanna wake up from this dream ....
