reflections I
Nov 29, 2009;
its been so long since i've blogged. and since i only blog when i feel emo, i guess it's a good sign? lols
but i guess this time i have both good and bad stuff to talk abt i think. Exams are almost over so the stress level is all gone... and im really looking forward to dec for so many things, nt to mention jan when fel comes back ^^. but somehow i guess as time sped thru this 1st sem of mine i totally dun have time to reflect at all. and i guess i really need to.
life's been good and bad to me so far. hadn't had much problems with school and family, which i'm really thankful for. this sem had some sad events happening too, but they're didnt affect me much cos i had such great ppl around me to pull me through.
i guess it just boils down to the fact that i have a lot of thank for.
thanks to pat, xy, yuling and the ddp ppl; they've made my math life so much better;
thanks to old frenz like minghui (loveya! ahaha) who'd played a part and luckily is still and hopefully will be, playing a part in my uni life too.
thanks to new frenz such as eileen, huiping, heryih, jossiar, calistia,hoining ; new frenz are great, and the times we spent, whether short or long, are always enjoyable. you guys are great, and thanks for tolerating with my nonsense.
thanks to jss people who've had lessons with me; rin, joce, ben,yonggi, jade, weiquan, qiying; its been great having lessons and lectures with you guys, and thanks for being ever so patient with me;
thanks to jss exco; it's been great working with you guys and i hope sem 2 would be even better. even though we had some difficulties along the way, we'd grown to be alot better. and we had a lot of fun outside work too so that was nice, bonding tgt~
thanks to the people who'd been my listening ear: sand, rin, joce, carol,en hua; i know im naggy, i know i like to complain, but im glad that you're there to listen to me and give me advice ^^
thanks to ddongs: i know i've haven been talking to you guys alot, haven been hanging out a lot. and i've pulled the blogshop project far too behind. im really sorry and im thankful that you guys understand and are always there for me.
and of cos last but nvr the least,
i'm thankful for you, nii-sama ^^. for everything i guess. i'm glad i took the first approach, cos it definitely wasnt a wrong choice; im thankful for your company, the fun and laughter that we had, the care and concern you had for me. even though there were tough times, im glad you were there for me. despite some things, i'm glad that nothing has changed btwn us, and i hope we'll get even closer and understand each other better ^^.
somehow i guess i sorta know how you feel now; i saw fel's fb and i realised that im actually nt as close to them as i thought i was. maybe thats how it was; i nvr really was close to them, i just thought i was. sighs, even though i have my own clique, i still wan somewhr where i actually belong in jss. i hope i do...
i guess i'll stop for now. there' still part two for reflections haha afterall, shant say so much yet~
.... dun wanna wake up from this dream ....
